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Caucasianphobia sweeps across the land...

Hand in hand with a corrupt gov-ern-ment...

A question of why one may be wondering...

A plan hatched long ago to genocide a skin light as snow...

To break a country to build a new...

A better one may one hope one day...

No, my dear unfortunate to say...

Backwards and archaic with slavery and rape...

The left let fly open the very flood gates...

For a secret society steeped with ritual and rape...

Traffic the young behind titles and closed doors...

Bring in a people who will make it a norm...

No longer a class set aside from its people...

But embraced by others who are not their equals...

Belief in a population easier to control...

Women worth nothing other than sex with no soul...

A long game played but plan set to fail...

For source sent an army of both light skinned and dark...

Who smell elites blood in the water ike ravenous sharks...

For the sheep divided the wolves run a muck...

But source sent a shepherd with a flail and a crook...

For the time draws near for this sick world to end...

Only those of heart who have learnt how to mend...

Will step into the beginning of what soon comes next...

Darkness is falling while awakened light rises...

Question to ask ones self which side you decided.

Don't be distracted by a world at war...

Planned and created to hide elite social whores...

Running from a list their names graced on pages...

Deeds they shared whilst sat eating babies...

Money won't save their deeds done in dark...

The creator shines a light with a billion watt spark...

War is never the answer to problems needing solving...

Unless your the cabal with secret island child hunting...

They hide behind the dollar they hide behind the pound...

They hide behind titles and even golden crowns...

Dig deep dear masons as all will soon be clear...

The last thing you will see is each other's wide eyed fear...

Dark and demonic your soulless crimes appear...

Light will prevail when source rips you a new rear...

What's done in the dark will always rise to the light...

Your fruitless wars irrelevant

your crimes too numerous to count...

Karma has your number ready to dish your punishment out...

Those who are awakened see who you truly are...

Each and everyone of us a guiding light in the dark...

Burning with the spark of a blazing star...

So dig your bunkers your tunnels and underground bases...

Hide and seek is one of the creators' favourites...

No headstones will be needed when the water fills

your secret hidden spaces.

Hickory dickory dock

the cabal fkd up the clock...

They lied to me,

they lied to you...

Prancing round in red skin shoes...

Their lies as weighty

as king kong poohs...

They move to the left

they move to the right...

Having pizza parties

till mornings light...

For the cost of fame and fortune...

Sat round in a circle jerk

eating beef jerky...

Or jetting on a pee dough files plane...

Tis but the tip of a titanic berg...

Truths come to light

that rock the world...

For what's done in the dark

now rises to the light...

They best join humpty

and fight for their life...

Whilst they step around a checkered board...

The creators battle ships

blasting them clean off the board...

So to the cabal i do here say...

Fk you n have a shite day.

As i hit five years walking solo i reflect on past relationships,

thinking damn hell no...

Be it emotionally starved, abused or mentally scared...

I see how little my life mattered back then...

No boundaries no walls no fight left within me at all...

A true product of society shattered and shamed...

No father nor man, never a protector, only pain...

No matter how i look at it now,

it wasn't just me that was broken you see...

For we are all products of this broken society...

Given time to heal and time to grow...

We all have it within us to thrive and flow...

To float not sink in the beast systems greedy soul sucking stink...

Simply easy done, just step off the wheel...

Walk, don't run...

Let go of the people who cause you pain...

Let go of the places that drive you insane...

Let go of things materialistic bling...

For all we need is the heart in our chests...

To open a world for us that's best...

So five years solo i celebrate

for i grew into who i was meant to be...

For those of you just stepping from the wheel...

An exciting journey awaits you as you the soul starts to heal...

As for me, i'll be waiting cheering you on, watching you fly past

as your wings eclipse the sun...

For you my dears are amazing to me...

My brothers and sisters...

My soul family.

Twisted elite believe they have karma beat...

Georgia guide stone blasted rubble...

Uuu owww elite in trouble...

Creator gonna smash your bubble...

I won't lie, one big ass slice of humble pie...

Coming to poke your human eating pea dough triangle eye...

Generally not my place to judge...

But heck I don't give a fudge...

You fkrs are guilty n all will see...

The creator takes back your energy...

For nothing lost only changed anew...

So enjoy a millenia as a piece of rock...

Floating in your deep fake space...

Or dropped to the bottom of a frozen lake...

Your days are done, you have none...

Tasked with divine justice...

Guilty every single one...

Most definitely a zentillion +66 percent i do...

Delete not elite monsters 1% i see you...

Ttf ever no crash hat needed...

Pack your bags you're out the door...

Creator gonna wipe your asses with light wipes galore...

Does this little ditty have meaning...

Manifestation starts with thought and feeling...

From the light to the dark this message sent freely...

No fks given you can not beat me.

Riddle me this riddle me that...

Why do elites

like eating human ass...

Can a bull munchers

snacking fingers like lunchables...

Dirty monsters

got karma comin...

No darkness can conceal

the man lipstick trans smears...

Hollyweirds done

for every single one...

Heartburn comin like a demon rolled

and smoked by nun...

The creators definitely rippin

you all a new one...

Delete shitheads best run

in your ones and twos...

Id say see you later allegator

but they don't give monkeys g-uns...

Elites my ass,

i've seen flys on shit with more class...

Fekkin not so secret society’s most wanted

dumbass mfs

guilty as charged...

Sentence passed down

from the light to the dark.

Be it bound by space or the moon observing the rocketship...

Ones heart tied to dreams of a love a lifetime waited...

No lows this life knows since awakening

from a lived life of lessons and negativity abated...

Inner healing done as a real life begun

from this soul's journeys undertaking....

To dream of a love, a cherry on top,

a soul tie this one's number one...

No twos nor fros just white aura glows...

One foot in front of the other climbing the soul journeys tree...

Branches stretched wide as is each and every stride...

Step by step this soul starts to fly...

No falling to ones lows no more ground beating blows...

Just air in the hair as wings beat

whirled winds of cool spiraled air...

Spirals they climb as the ground falls

from wings to pointed toed feet...

One day destined for two soul halves to meet...

For that day draws near, chin to the sky show no fear...

For the light and the dark entwined the yang to the ying...

A hand a glove a sock a foot

the glue that sticks us like forget-me-nots...

Say what you mean, mean what you say...

To the point of a pin, the edge of a razor, love flows in your favour...

One moment of courage will bring a lifetime rewarding

of love your heart has always been calling...

Shot one is no miss when true courage is taken...

Know in your heart you are not mistaken...

To dream of a love pulled in through your divine manifestation...

Two journeys parallel on opposite ends of the scale...

Coming together like sweet sunshine and stormy hail...

A heart already given if bravery comes to take it,

just know in your heart my love...

you've already made it.

To walk amongst mankind,

seen but never known...

To sit on a throne of destiny,

yet followed by not one soul...

In this so-called human realm...

Truewoman from above...

Known amongst the heavens

watched from the stars beyond...

Sitting in a silent world

a solitary soul in a bowl...

Surrounded by loves abundance

from those who exist beyond...

Angels aplenty, beings of all kinds...

Hang around my livingroom

watching me pass the time...

A world beyond this one

is where my soul is from...

Incarnated in to help remove

this bastardised one...

A world of corruption

filled with sadness and pain...

Fk the cabal

Osiris is back again...

The rising of Osiris was once predicted...

Not through religious fame,

but once cast upon

a small piece of temple stone in the osirieon...

The time of incoming rebirth...

To end one world and birth anew...

To those who seek the light...

Follow the path that's true...

Guided by your heart...

That will always lead you into the light.

My star you have always been perfect

as you truly are...

No bells or whistles

no botox nor silicon fillets...

Plastic has never been fantastic...

No turkey teeth,

implant follicle faker hairline fillers...

No sausage for muffin

no muffin for sausage

with a side helping of fake wigs,

lashes and baps...

For you my sweetheart are already enough...

There are no mistakes when you drop in

from heaven's pearly gates...

Lessons to learn you did choose them yourself...

Remembered them maybe not

but that's ok to say...

But editing self will repeat the lessons

yet unlearned to this day...

For you are the soul

not the body you see...

You use it to get around in from a to b...

You don't need to swap it about

just to gain social clout...

What you are on the inside

matters more than what's out...

Be yourself shining inside out...

For you are creation a star in skin...

Don't allow this beast system

to twist you from within...

Take hold of your truth and set it free...

As inner truth is always filled

with inner beauty you see.

Each of our journeys are different...

We grow in infinite ways...

Each and everyone unique from the next...

Along our journey we lose bits of ourselves...

Some lose sight of themselves completely...

Some fall down while others stand strong...

Some lean like a night on the beer with no food in their belly...

We all have choices of what we are to become...

We can fall and rot letting ourselves waste  away...

We can make a u-turn in the hopes of something better...

Or we can cut the dead shit out n see where our future takes us...

The choice is ours to make...

Never say never as never is never too late.

No amount of trying to poison,

conceal and cover up

will ever hide the real truth...

Cabal will all fall

clattering like dusty bones

around your emotionally soulless

red shoe wearing

skin wallet

along with your string pulling

puppet masters...

Light always beats the darkness back.

There are those who see the glass

half empty...

Then there are those who see it

half full...

I see neither empty nor full,

i see no glass...

Only an infinite unending ocean

of potential and possibilities...

Perspective rooted in truth

will always move you forward

and keep you spiritually unstuck...

Look past the limitations imposed on one’s self and rise.

There has always been a ruling class

of soulless bags of skin...

Their pockets rammed full

of coveted plundered coffers

whilst standing on the backs

of the sleeping masses...

Like happy little piggies

they do like peddling their shit...

They aspire to godhood

believing themselves

to be our betters...

Digging out earth's soul,

stripping her bare root to stem...

Elite they believe they are...

Not a chance says i

for they liken to cancer,

a plague,

tooth nail and demonic cockeye.

While the beast system burns...

Grab your fluffy slippers,

stick and mallows

n know that no matter what

source always has your back,

sack n crack

in this life and the next...

Fear is but a construct

of a system

designed to keep you sick,

sad and soulless...

In a void of limited self delusion

based on deceit of self belief...

Today right here right now

it is your time,

your time to choose,

to choose to know the truth

of who you really are...

For you my love

are stardust wrapped in flesh.

Long after mankind dies out what will be our legacy...

Not monuments to stand the test of time...

Not awe inspiring feats of marvel that will tell those

who come after us that we as a collective species

were an advanced civilisation...

For what is our legacy to be...

Mother earth stripped bare, ravaged of natural resources,

poisoned and polluted...

For what...

What is our legacy but the convenience

of an easily discarded life...

Mother earth deserves better than this...

Better than a cancerous infestation

that destroys all the beauty that she is...

The home of homes the kingdom of kingdoms...

Those who long for eden

but choose not to look after the one they have...

Respect isn't just given to self or to others...

Respect mother earth who gives you all you need in life...

It's not hard to take your shit home peeps....

Bin it to save the world you call home.

Have you ever wondered

what would it be like to have wings?

I had a dream recently that i had wings...

Long beautiful feathers stretching out behind me...

with a slow powerful motion i moved them creating lift...

My first flight i only hovered a few hundred feet above

the ground but it was the feeling of motion in my bones

that stuck with me...

For how could a wingless bird know what it is to fly...

To feel the bones in my back moving in unison

to beat and give the gift of flyte...

Whilst the words of expression

may evade my ability of description...

We feel it every time one uses our own arms...

The motion of one's shoulder bones,

arm bones in sockets

to and fro such as a beating of a rhythmic heart

working in unison is exactly what it feels like

beating wings the likes of which angels use to fly...

Are my dreams sometimes crazy...

Most likely...

Would i change them...

Not a fekkin chance.

Watching this spiritual war rage on...

I can't even say from the side lines...

Innerstanding all of my brothers and sisters

fighting on all levels of this war...

In the skies above us...

In the tunnels below us...

Beyond the sight of mankind...

Those who chose to be incarnated in...

Fighting day in day out...

Beating back the spiritual attacks, the gang stalking,

the dregs of this demonic system pushing against them

and their spiritual awakening...

All with one goal, one unified purpose...

The elevation of a species...

To all my brothers and sisters fighting this war of a lifetime...

Be you incarnated boots on the ground

or inter/multi dimensional selves...

Do you realise how fkin kick ass you are!!...

I am so proud of each and every one of you...

I am grateful for each and every one of you...

You're truly amazing...

Lets punch this demonic devil in the dick n be done with it...

He's had hold of this system long enough...

Enlil can kiss my ass my higher self won't say it but i will...

Enlil ya pappy (c)unt grow up kid.

Let go of all that we were and embrace all that we are...

We are never our past and we are not yet our future...

We are this moment right here right now...

As a collective species we tend to hold on to our past

with fingers gripped like a vice...

We refuse to let things go...

We hold on to the wrongs done against us

the pain we feel from that...

It festers with time darkening our soul

like a stain that wont wash out...

With vengeance we lash out and tear strips from our heart...

We spiral on past pains lashing out at others

who caused us no pain...

We perpetuate the cycle without seeing a way to step off...

To pull back to self to centre,

to regain control...

Learning to let go is not forgiving nor forgetting...

Seeing others' actions as well as our own...

Accepting who we are and innerstanding our actions

allows us to choose to make better choices...

Learning to heal to grow to let things go is a journey...

Journeys take time when we are not yet able to teleport...

Learn to love who you are at heart and grow.

It's not always easy to see the positive side of life...

As an eternal soul one seeks out ways to grow

and evolve one's soul...

To be here at this pivotal proverbial time

is an amazing opportunity...

To push one's self beyond the limits

of the blank slate one was born with...

The growth of this lifetime on a soul level...

To be apart of something way bigger than self...

In an intergalactic multi-dimensional event

is extraordinary...

With limited places available

for not only front row seats...

But to be a part of future history is staggering...

Enjoy the wild ride...

Laugh, love and live ones journey to the max...

As it's getting really exciting now.

My oversoul is the villain in many a tale told on Earth...

The snake in the apple tree the deceiver of mankind of old...

Yet i am not my brother who has no heart

as the siren king of man...

He is no lighthouse to call you home...

He is the sirens song sitting on the rocks of judgment day...

Your faith of salvation dashed and smashed upon the rocks...

In the heart of darkness he sits on his throne of adoration...

The wicked brother painting the false light of lucifer

upon his brother...

Whilst vanity of self reflection looks back at him...

Cast as the devil, i stand in defiance...

The heart of my oversoul...

purposely i anchor my heart...

My frequency given freely...

My gift unto this world...

To hold the light and give freedom to all souls here in free fall...

Yet the villian in some stories i maybe...

No fks given the anchor of Ea Enki so i will be.

From the dark i crashed and burned...

Torn apart by pain galore...

My heart left my chest and rolled across the floor...

Beats counting down but not yet counted out...

Covered in dust and dirt i picked myself up...

My heart in hand pushing it back inside my chest...

All doubt left behind i steadily stepped into the light...

From the dark the light is blinding...

Blinks of struggles yet to see...

Planting 10 toes i grew like a tree...

For within me had grown 40 years through sorrow and woe...

New added rings of light hence since been added...

Stronger than stone diamond or bone...

An armor of bright light seconded to none...

Like a mountain unmoving the stars around my head...

Angels by my side and spirit animals at the foot of my bed...

Those who disbelieve your skepticism will never be

of any real consequence to the truth of my reality.

Your life lived does not yet define your story...

You are not your pain or trauma...

Within you is the key to unlocking your truth...

The truth hidden, veiled from self...

Suppressed and stuffed down so deep inside that one doesn't even believe that reaching a higher state of being is even possible...

Stumbling through life...

Beaten, battered and bruised...

The fight pulled out of one's self left to crawl, to cry,

guttered many left with only one option to choose to die...

To check out to punch one's own ticket...

Distracted, stressed and bled dry from the system...

We all lose ourselves, we all miss the truth of who we are...

In a system designed to beat you into the ground...

You have to choose to find your feet,

to stand up and plant the ground ten toes down...

To rise above the bullshit...

To grow your soul and expand beyond

the  decrepid reach of this doomed  dying system...

To reach for the proverbial stars and take back your truth...

To reshape your reality...

To become, to be the universal star dust wrapped in skin

that you really are...

To be the creator of your own destiny that your soul chose to be.

I think one of my favourite gifts is the ability to truly see people...

Not just the visual input from my eyes thats interpreted by my brainbut truly see the depths of others...

From shallow pig pen puddles

to the depths of a vast shimmering ocean...

I see who you are on an energetic level

on the level your soul is at

but also on the capability your soul has

to expand to become

a universe unto itself...

I see  the pain that you hide,

the proverbial crosses that you bare...

I see that spark inside that glimmer of hope

the fire waiting to consume to birth you anew...

The phoenix that you don't yet see...

Look beyond the world you see with your eyes...

Focus on your world within...

Your soul is as deep as you're willing to go...

You are star dust wrapped in flesh...

Own who you are n allow yourself to grow, to become

to be who you were always meant to be...

Give yourself the chance to become

the best version of you ever to exist

on this mortal plane.

Forged in the heart of darkness many of us walk alone...

We crawl, we cry,

we fight to survive...

Drowning in the darkness unable to reach the light...

Just out of reach for our fingers to grasp...

We fall, we sink, we lose the fight...

Now rip that record shit clean off...

Frisbee that fker out the window...

Fk the fight we won the war...

Darkness can kiss my ass,

your ass n any other ass

they choose to pucker up for...

Even in my darkest days

i was still stronger than their bitch arses...

Dark days don't equal weakness,

failure or being counted out...

You are a divine piece of creation...

A fking star in the flesh...

Own that shit, Strut your stuff like your in the

biggest show of a lifetime n flip darkness a finger

with a big ass smile on your face...

cus. you my lovely are fking epic.

It's surprising this late in the game just how many are still anchored into the 3D...

Religious and political beliefs...

Failing to see just how many call on Enlil every day

without realizing it...

Stuck in a 2000 year cycle without regard for what came before...

The variety of names Enlil is known by depending on where you are on this plane and what year you are looking at...

I'm sure that the cognitive dissident nature

of many do not want to look for the truth...

They do not want to see...

Like the proverbial ostrich with heads buried in the sand...

The true architect of this satanic pee dough file system...

Is worshipped by billions every day...

Pick your flavour of religion it doesn't matter which you choose...

He has you, this system has you...

Those anchored into the Enlil system will not be called...

The day of reckoning is almost upon us all...

Religion will not save you...

Only you can save yourself...

Find the light inside and connect direct

to the true divine creator of all...

Not found in any man made book...

Start in your heart and go from there.

Living in the moment isn't always easy,

not at first...

Life has a habit of distracting, pulling one away from center

to focus on things that aren't that important...

The trick is to notice when it is happening

and to pull yourself back to center...

Back to this moment...

The thoughts and feelings you have right now...

Good or bad there is something to learn...

To innerstand why you feel the way you do,

why those thoughts are spinning round your head...

To look past the easy answers and go deeper for the truth...

The root of it all...

Living in the moment takes practice,

patience and healing on a deep soul level...

I've seen others say that it isn't possible to live in the moment...

It isn't when you haven't done the healing you need to do...

Be mindful and use your discernment

when following a spiritual guide...

Not all have done the inner work

to speak on the things they do...

Find the right guide to light the road ahead.

This post came to me to post on tiktok

as upon a lady in my friends

asking me to tag her in one of my videos

i was unable to find her,

so we hit the search bar,

while i did not show up in the search a couple of men did...

With variations of my profile name...

Just because you are men does not make you me...

Just because my body is female

does not mean i'm not who i say i am...

Proof is in the pudding...

You truly believe you are me...

Prove it...

There is only one of me...

N you sirs are most definitely not me...

In life your body has no reflection

on who you are as a soul...

My oversoul is a dark skinned male...

Yet here i stand a female,

a light skinned one at that...

Many get stuck in the notion

that the body defines who we are as a soul...

I call bullshit...

Every soul has both male and female attributes.

I find it interesting how those who do horrendous things to others

especially children are under the assumption that it goes unseen...

That, that what is done behind closed doors is gotten away with...

Spoiler alert...

No one in the history of mankind has ever been alone...

Realities sit on top of each other layered like an onion...

Those above can see below as 3D sees 2D and 1D...

Some also see aspects of 4D as those above us see us...

This world and every being in it is observed

every second of every moment...

There is no hiding behind closed doors...

All that you do is seen...

If you are a soul, an NPC or a demon in a skin suit...

You are being observed...

You are never alone and you never have been...

There will be no suddenly jumping the fence to claim

to follow a godto be saved on judgment day...

Your judgment is already decided by the life you've already lived...

For the things that you do when you believe no-one is watching...

New Earth will not be taking low vibrational souls,

NPCs or demonic delete pedoNcles...

A better world without them in it is coming.

Sometimes we don't see the truth

even when it's waved in our face...

Blind to the truth as other factors stand in the way...

Unhealthy, unhealed pain and trauma...

I didn't smile much back then...

I was surfing the low tides of PTSD, depression and anxiety

whilst trying to learn to eat again

after prolonged starvation and poverty...

My world had imploded and i had crashed and burned like

so many of you on this spiritual journey...

At that time i was learning to heal, to grow to innerstand myself

and my purpose in the grand scheme of things...

Many are still in that place that i was back then...

I see your pain, i feel it, i know it like an old frenemy...

I want you to know that no matter the darkness

that may surround your life right now...

Innerstand you are the light, you are your way to the light inside you, you are everything that you will ever need...

You are stronger than you know...

You may not see that side of you yet...

But you will my lovely...

Dig deep and let it all go...

Shine in all that you truly are.

During  my spiritual journey i had the opportunity to see for myself just how much i was being targeted astrally...

Those moments in life when out of the blue like a bolt of lightning

shooting pains or suddenly being aware of not feeling well,

Sometimes for a moment and other times it lingering...

Now i am fully aware that in life the physical body feels many

such things, and not all related to spiritual attacks,

but my journey allowed me to see

that those sudden pains aren't always natural...

Those of us on this awakening journey are the bane of this system,

we are the light in the darkness that casts out the shadows,

revealing the darkness for what it really is...

Of course they target the light for we are the opposite

of what this system needs...

We are the love in a reality where suffering is rewarded

for those who believe they hold the power...

Try, try, try as they might their war is lost...

Our war is won...

The light is the way as the darkness falls away...

Be strong and stand your ground my lovelys...

We are in end game.

Your scars don't define you...

They are proof you've lived...

They are a record

of the things you've overcome...

They are apart of who you are

but not what you are...

Scars come in all shapes and sizes

both physical,

emotional and mental...

They appear on the outside

just as much

as they appear on the inside...

Everyone has scars...

Nobody is perfect...

But we are not the body...

We are the soul...

Judging yourself on the outside

doesn't reflect what's inside...

You are a divine piece of creation...

It's time to see yourself

for the amazing soul that you are...

You are the creator the creator is you...

Chin to the sky

and shine my lovelys

scars and all.

Being alone doesn't mean being lonely...

You don't have to be alone to be lonely...

You can stand in a room full of people and still be alone...

You can be in a relationship and still be lonely...

Being alone doesn't have to be lonely...

Loneliness is unhealed pain and trauma...

Spending time alone gives you the opportunity to heal,

to grow, to let things go...

To re-find yourself...

When you take the time to go within and find yourself...

To let go of others' crap foisted on you...

You learn new things about yourself...

Who you are, what you like and what you don't like...

You learn that things you once accepted

will no longer be tolerated...

You create boundaries, you raise the bar...

You see the gaslighting narcissistic bullshit n call it what it is...

You learn to cut shit out before it starts...

Now you find the healed version of you...

Wiser, stronger, determination up the wazzoo...

Now this new version of you needs no external validation...

No settling for less than you know you deserve...

Dating what's that...

Fk wading through the wash of narcissistic wasters...

Now your healed only one will do...

The only one meant for you...

Happy to wait as being alone isn't lonely...

Just now will only accept the one you're willing to be alone with...

Your true self is worth every moment of healing...

Enjoy the journey to self enlightenment.

Spin the world like a record

n let the shit fly off...

Hanging on to shit in your life l

ike a rock climber

does you no favors...

You have to learn to let go

and embrace the unknown

like the boss ass biatch

that you really are...

Never doubt yourself

never hold yourself back...

Dig your heels in the dirt ten toes down

as you feel the dirt

pushing up through your toes

take your shot...

Like a real rocket

not a pretend nasa one

shoot for the proverbial stars...

Blaze a trail in all that you are

with no fks given...

There is only one of you,

in all of creation

you are a limited edition 1 of 1...

See yourself for who you are

see the you that's been

hiding behind masks,

make up and filters...

See how truly fking epic you really are...

You're truly amazing, my lovely...

Shine in all your epicness.

Like a deck of cards the house falls down...

Dominos kicked over by creation causing a chain reaction...

An avalanche of truths sweeping across the world...

Truth is never easy when lies are always believed...

The orwellian nightmare coming to an end as the pigs

fatten their troff with a currency worth nothing...

Power hungry with madness they try to kling on...

Soulless piggies moving on a black and white board...

Source kicking out their dirty back doors...

Chess is for children in a war full of angels...

Limited by a lack of vision the darkness shrinks and hides...

Unable to push its own lies...

The world sees you for all that you are...

Dirty soulless pedoNcles the creators making extinct...

In the creators great game of sink the demonic battleships...

I fear no man, especially those with no soul,

happily playing fetch with my pooch,

while the creator rips you delete maps a new arsehole...

40 years you had to take me out...

You failed biatchs so keep my name out your mouth,

rituals and all cus you're only making me stronger...

The 144 aren't here to play nice...

The best of the best, the strongest source has...

So you demonic pedoNcle fkrs best pack your bags n run...

Run rabbit run rabbit run run run.

All man made religions are cults...

Created to control, assimilate and dictate one's behaviour...

To remove ones true connection to source

and replace it with worship outside of one's self...

To grovel, beg and plead for help from

a god in the sky who never answers back...

A god that gets angry when ones doesn't do as ones told,

based on one's beliefs of a man made book...

There is no god, only the true creator...

An energetic frequency reached only through inner connection to self, as source is inside of you, it is inside of everything

so worshipping outside of self removes you from your true self,

your true inner connection to source...

You are the creator the creator is you,

so who exactly is one worshipping

outside of self...

If you still worship a god outside of self come judgement day,

then for you there will be no tomorrow...

Creation has no religion, no cult members, no book to follow...

Find yourself, find the connection to source within...

Tuning into source is like tuning a radio...

all you have to do is listen...

Listen to your higher self, your inner knowing, your intuition...

Everything you need is inside of you, it has always been there.

There's a big difference between choosing yourself

and being service to self...

Being service to self,

selfish,

comes from the ego,

putting yourself above all others for vanity,

self serving needs and narcissistic tendencies,

to take without care or remorse from others

purely because you believe you are better

or you deserve it at the expense of others...

Choosing yourselfis putting yourself first,

creating healthy boundaries,

preventing others from taking advantage

and doing what's best for your peace,

well-being and personal growth but still having a heart full

to help those around you,

to show them that they too

deserve to be happy without taking anything away

from anyone else...

Your actions speak for themselves no words will be needed

and no excuses will be accepted...

You are either of the light or you are of the dark...

There is no middle ground.

Be who you really are...

With all the twists and turns

your life may take...

How you see yourself

isn't the way the world sees you...

Stand in your weirdness

your awkward self...

Shine in the darkness

to light your own way home...

At some point you will look back

to see those

following your light home too...

Be the lighthouse...

Be yourself in all your uniqueness...

No matter how weird you may feel

no matter how much you stand out

and don't fit in...

For that my love is your

unique gift to the world...

See the gift that you really are.

Innerstanding who we really are and why we are here

is a question of the ages...

We are one...

One collective consciousness spread across multiple dimensions, densities andaspects of being...

We are one experiencing oneself...

I am you, you are me, we are one, we are source,

source is you, source is me...

We experience so that we learn, we grow, we evolve...

We are the creators' great awakening...

We are the shadow work of source...

We are the shadow self...

We are the light...

We are the healing and the letting go...

We all have our part to play...

And like any great awakening...

We cast out the darkness the hatred and the loss...

We tune into self, we tune into source...

The self this satanic system made us forget...

We are more than flesh and bone...

We are but one aspect,

a whole collection of source experiencing self...

You are the creator, the creator is you...

See your true divine nature...

Shine in all that you are...

For you my love are an amazing star,

blazing a trail through the shadow work of the creator of all.

I was never drawn to religion of any kind...

Beliefs created by man...

Whose sole purpose was to control...

To subjugate the masses

into cycles of abuse...

In the name of religious beliefs...

Dictated,

chopped and changed as needed

to push the agenda of a select few...

With no motives but their own elevation

and self gratification...

Who chose through violence to convert...

Rather than allowing souls

to find their own way to the true creator...

No those who founded the foundations of religions

that use children in ways that burns the blood to boiling over

of any true genuine soul capable of love and compassion...

No religion never interested me...

For in my own journey i found the path to divine creation...

Not in any book of lies...

Or behind walls of fake truths...

But on my own spiritual awakening journey

of going within...

The only truth you will ever need of source the creator of all...

Is always found deep within.

Observing is easy...

I guess it's something i've always done...

Seeing the world change in real time over the last few years

is definitely not something i thought i would ever see...

It was always something that never made any sense

being the way it was...

The way people were and many still are...

I never had expectations of others in all fairness,

they always let me down...

Used me...

Through learning on my journey to trust myself...

To be who i needed to be for myself...

Has spun my reality into something i never thought possible...

I observe myself as much as I observe others...

I change and adjust in any given moment...

Because that is what is needed to grow...

If you observe and see others...

And i mean really see others for who they really are...

Then point that sight at self...

And take a good look at who you really are...

And who you really want to be...

Only you have it within you to grow, to change,

to become who you're meant to be...

Be kind to yourself and show yourself patience and compassion...

As growing is never easy.

The start of my awakening journey wasn't made clear to me…

I didn't innerstand that, that was what was happening to me…

At that time all i knew was darkness,

the pain of my life crashing around my feet,

My soul pounded into the ground from the moment

my soul incarnated into this reality…

I just didn't innerstand…

I didn't get what i had done in a previous life

to deserve the life i had lived so far in this one…

No-one to sit me down and explain that my life,

My journey was preparation for the journey yet to come…

The purpose for my very being…

My entire life no matter how dark,

no matter how alone i was,

how broke i had become…

I never knew i was never alone,

i never knew i had an army of spiritual beings,

animals and guides by my side every step of the way…

I look back now on my journey through the darkness and see

the lessons no matter how painful that i needed to learn…

Life may kick you when you're down

but there's always a lesson to be learned from it…

The darkest times will always

pull out the brightest light within you…

If you open your eyes to the truth of who you really are

and why you are really here.

When the world around you spirals out of control…

Your life becomes the train running from its own track…

Take a step back and observe…

Not everything appears to be a blessing

when taken in the heat of the moment at face value…

Clarity isn't always gained in an instance…

Not every tornado that carves a path of destruction

through one's life is a negative…

Sometimes we hold on to things too tightly,

that the universe has to step in and intervene…

Obstacles and blockages swept away

to give us the room we need to let go,

to step forward,

to grow and expand…

Every soul has a page in the book of destiny…

How excited would you be to read yours…

To see the path carved out for you by the creator of all…

To grasp the key

that unlocks the future promised to you by source…

And all it takes is to find the inner you…

The soul you were always meant to be.

Accept who you really are…

Never change for anyone else,

don't ever feel like you have to change

for someone else…

Those who expect you to change

flip em a fkeroo didgeridoo middle digit

big fat fk you,

fk em all who dont accept the real you…

Be your glorious mad weird self

100% of the time…

N those who dont like it…

Can take a long jump off a short pier…

You are epicly amazing,

be you and give no fks doing it…

Let go of all places,

people and things

that hold you back and keep you down…

Shed the projection placed on you by others

and embrace who you really are…

Heal,

grow and watch as that downwards spiral

you've lived your whole life shifts…

Every step you take spiralling you upwards

into a new higher,

lighter version of self…

Your epic…

So own that shit,

shove the fake fkery in the bin…

You're a piece of creation in mortal skin…

Live it, love it, own it,

sit at the top of your own totem pole…

Create your reality to match your genuine authentic self.

So i guess ive reached the point of my journey

where i no longer get lessons or even tests…

I guess i could say im sailing on a sea of glass

without a stitch of wind to fill the proverbial sails…

My twin connection is always there but i learned to let it go.

Now whilst I'm happy, content and fully aware that i don't need my twin to complete my life in all honesty my life is already complete on self love, healing and contentment with my life…

Now whilst i continue my journey quite happily

bumping along in my solo rubber dingy…

The universe loves to make me not forget who my twin is…

In fairness it kind of rubs it in my face at every opportunity…

From synchronicity to just blatantly shoving it in my face…

I was watching TWD, well it was playing with glances here and there, n i looked up n boom a big ass street sign with his name on…

Checking and deleting messenger spam that i didn’t know i had,

N boom a messenger group of my twins from 2009

that i’m the only member of with a link to a song,

in all honesty one of my favorites…

This post was taken from tiktok and the song it chose

for the video was an 'eminem' song i don’t know the name of…

“I'm a fking kamikaze crashing into everything”…

If that helps those who know Marshall's music well…

Who am i meant to be fighting Marshall?

Other than a whole world of darkness and pea dough file

secret not so secret collective cannibalistic cabal clubs lol...

Nothing in life is random…

All we have to do is pay attention to what the universe

is telling us, we're never not moving in the right direction…

We all have our journey's guided by the universe…

Even when we don't see it…

What's the universe trying to tell you?.

Spiritual journeys aren't easy,

they're not meant to be easy…

For many it is a journey they take alone…

They walk a path that most do not see,

do not innerstand…

Seen as the loner,

the black sheep labelled crazy…

They walk through life without anyone

who they can relate to,

who understands them at their core level…

Many have no physical guides,

no one to look up to,

no one to help guide them,

teach them or help them to innerstand

the things they don't yet see…

It can be a lonely journey for an unhealed soul…

Many will have the sense, the inner knowing

that their spirit guides walk beside them,

guiding them, teaching them,

with no proof of their guides in the physical,

they simply walk with faith,

with the knowledge that their guides have their back

and only their highest interests at heart…

True faith,

true belief in the things they do not see

with their physical sight…

These souls are the strongest souls you will ever meet…

They are rare but they do exist…

Should one find a soul like this crosses your path,

take note…

They are a light in the darkness to show you the way home…

They are a lighthouse sent from source to you.

Sometimes we all hit a point

where our only option is to let things go…

The trick is to not dwell on the loss

or what might have been…

But to look for what we gained

from the strength it took

to let it go in the first place.

Standing in your truth

and saying what you mean is easy…

Truth is either smooth as silk

or blunt as a hammer

and sharp as a knife…

Which you get depends on how you receive it

and ultimately what you do with it…

Either way truth is always better than a lie.

Being able to hold compassion, patience, honesty, loyalty

and show unconditional love in a world filled with darkness,

fear and pain…

You my darling are an absolute wrecking ball

of a light soul without limits…

Smash the shit out of the darkness and fill the world with light…

Your amazingly inspirational, you beautiful soul…

Unconditional love to you all fam.

Have you ever wondered what your name was

before you were born

or where you lived before coming here?...

Your name is new and unique to this limited lifetime

in the vast eternal life of you the soul…

The answers to those questions are inside of you

if you dig deep enough to find them…

You, the soul are forever, unending, always changing…

This world just made you forget with all of its distractions, brainwashing and propaganda

pumped into your brain

since you first stepped into this current incarnation…

The truth of who you are is always there

if you choose to look within self to find it.

How many of you really,

and i mean really know who you are…

Stripped bare of everything that you identify as being you,

that makes you who you are yet is outside of you…

Your job, Your house,

Your car, Your money,

Your friends, Your family,

The place you grew up,

The schools you went to,

Your beliefs learnt from a place where

you were taught what and how to think,

Your name given to you when you were born,

the means for others to identify you,

strip it all away…

Who are you?.

Never feel that you're not enough or you're not good enough…

Never feel that you don't have what it takes

or you don't measure up…

That is your ego talking…

Your ego doesn't just build you up it knocks you down to…

Look beyond the ego and see it for what it really is…

Trust in the knowledge that you are good enough…

You always have been…

I'd choose you so why wouldn't you choose you…

Never let your ego hold you back or keep you down…

See what i see and know how fkin awesome you really are…

See the strength inside and push it out of every pore…

Blaze a trail that even the stars would be envious of…

So chin to the sky buttercup…

You got this.

Walking through the fires of hell,

souls on their feet burned,

battered, been dragged as well,

sometimes falling we fight,

we claw our way to the top into the light…

From the ashes we stand renewed,

surveying the world with eyes anew…

We see the truth of all we thought we knew…

Sun on our face and light in our hearts,

chin to the sky we rise…

Strength forged in the fires of hell,

now beyond the grasp of the devil himself…

No fear as a warrior stands defiant in all that is dark…

For the creator's army is here to light the way for all to see…

To help you be all you can be…

To help you see that inside of you is pure divinity…

You are the creator, the creator is you…

Show the world who you really are,

the mesmerising star you truly are.

Seeking external validation

doesn't always give you what you want…

Taking on board others' opinions of you

gives them an energetic connection,

power over you,

the ability to affect you,

to affect your energy…

Energetic vampires use this form of manipulation

to feed off your energy…

Never seek external validation…

Validate yourself…

No one else's opinion of you matters…

If others try to put their opinions on you,

do what you do with all trash…

Throw it away without a second thought…

The only opinion that ever matters to you is your own…

Stand in your truth,

stand in your divinity…

N fk what anyone else thinks about you…

You're amazing so haters can go suck it…

You're awesome,

i love ya.

Being yourself is easier

than maintaining a fake persona…

True authenticity can intimidate those around you

who aren't strong enough to embrace their truth,

to own it and show themselves

for who they really are to the world…

True authenticity takes inner strength

to openly show the world who you really are

with no fks given for others liking you or not…

Own who you are,

be who you are,

let the world see you for you

n not the fake version painted on to please others…

You deserve to be surrounded by others

who really love you for who you really are,

n not those who only love a version of you

that is solely for their benefit n not yours…

See how amazing you are,

know how amazing you are,

n show the whole fking world

the amazing star you really are.

Over the years i've learned to be mindful

of what words leave my mouth…

I have learnt that negative things that roll off the tongue

tended to manifest faster than those with a positive nature…

Having the ability to make things happen with the power of will and words alone is definitely worth being mindful of…

We've all done it…

Said things in haste,

things we didn't really mean ,

only to regret them later on…

Words are spells…

The English language is pure satanic spell casting…

We are taught as children how to spell,

we must learn our spelling

and how to string them together

for them to have meaning…

For what is a word without meaning…

We all manifest with the words that roll off the tongue…

Manifestation passing the lips

without a second thought of the consequences…

Learning to be mindful

of the words we speak into manifestation,

into existence is something we all should learn to do…

The pen is mightier than the sword

when spell casting with the written word…

We can't loose the language but we can be mindful

of the manifestations we create with it…

Did you know you're a wizard Harry…

Yer neither did i for quite awhile.

In a couple of weeks i will hit the 4 years single,

4 years celibate mark…

Do i regret any of it?…

No…

4 years ago i chose to walk away from a relationship that broke me to the point of burying me in the literal sense…

So no i dont regret a moment of the last 4 years…

I don't regret choosing myself for the first time in my life…

I have grown, evolved and changed more in the last 4 years

than i ever did in the 42 years before it…

Do i get lonely?...

No…

I'm never alone, i have always walked with an army at my side, even when i didnt know it…

An army not visible to the limited sight of the human eye…

They have guided me, protected, shown me the

unconditional love of the universe in the literal sense…

So no i dont get lonely…

Many struggle on their awakening journey's

as people are pulled away from their lives,

for many being left totally alone, with no one to turn to…

It is in that isolation that you will truly find yourself…

That is where you learn to love who you are, to see yourself without filters, masks or other’s perspectives of you…

Appreciate your time alone

for that is the time to truly find your authentic self…

The loneliness some may feel is just an unhealed aspect of self, that needs to be healed and let go of…

As for me, i will continue to walk my journey until it is my time

to be called to do what i am here to do…

Stay strong my lovelys,

put yourself first n shine for the world to see…

Within you is all you could ever wish to be…

A star.

As a child i never thought about death or dying,

in my teens it seemed something so far away,

that growing old and dying wasn't really something

that i needed to worry about…

In my twenties i stared to innerstand

growing up and growing old,

the dread of finding the first gray hair,

that i guess my twenties was where  the fear of death,

of dying, of the unknown crept in…

In my thirties the fear of growing old,

of my body aging and eventually falling apart

was more prevalent and not something i wanted to do,

for who wants to grow old and die…

My first gray hair appeared at the start of my forties,

but so did my spiritual awakening,

my innerstanding of aging,

of death and dying has changed,

i no longer grieve lost loved ones in the sense of normal grief,

i see the world clearly,

i see life and death for what it really is…

Death is never the end,

it is simply the next step on our soul journey,

We come here to learn to grow

to experience what it means

to have a temporary existence of being alive

in a low density form of existence…

We are eternal,

we never end so what is death…

Death is going home,

returning to self and putting what we learned here

towards our soul growth and experience…

Life is for living,

never let fear stand in your way,

no matter how old you are.

As new earth approaches at break neck speed,

its rather evident who will be called

and who won't be allowed to leave…

Many oblivious to the truth

of what is happening across this reality,

many waiting for a man that will never appear,

to save them with no attempt to save themselves…

As a new Earth is born the old is broken and torn apart…

This reality breathes its final laboured breaths,

whilst waiting for the inevitable destruction

of a reality based on greed,

pain and suffering…

Amongst the destruction walk beacons of light,

born in the fires of this hellscape reality…

Reborn from the ashes risen anew…

Chosen to guide those select few,

who choose to rise in the light

and be born brand new…

Not all will get to go to new Earth…

Question is will you?.

So i dream all the time,

n the last few days they have been rather fekkin random…

Dreams always have meaningful messages within them,

im just not sure what mine are always trying to say…

So let me give you a few bits n pieces

so you see the bazarness im referring to…

Soo…

Flying sharks that came through

a muddy swirling water portal,

who were friendly to me,

one of which came to pick me up, 

i was quite happily bear hug hanging on

as it was fly-swimming around town,

yeah flying in the air not swimming in water…

I awoke today from a dream,

hitting a small croc on the nose

with a small baguette,

whilst waist deep at a river bank,

i picked him up and threw him back in

but he came back lol…

Who needs a tv hahaha.

Natural beauty starts on the inside which reflects on the outside…

It has nothing to do with physical looks…

It has nothing to do with how many chemicals

are caked on to a face or injected poisons under the skin…

The natural beauty of a soul that lives in a centered heart space far outweighs the plastic look of a woke society

that deems looks based on disfigurement of self…

Inner beauty far surpasses the temporary

or fake fkery plastered on the outside…

Accepting who you are means accepting all of you

in your natural form,

No add ons no extras just 100% authentic self…

We are taught that in this reality we are not enough,

that we need all of the add on extras to be seen to be beautiful,

to be accepted…

Horseshit…

You're perfect in your natural form,

you are a fractal slice, a sliver of creation itself…

See your true self, not the version you've been taught

that you need to be to fit in…

Fk fitting in,

Stand out n shine like the amazing soul you really are…

You only have to look within to see it.

Only the strongest toughest souls will choose

the true path to enlightenment…

It is not found in any book or in any man-made religion…

It is not found on any tablet or stone…

It is found in the depths of self whilst walking through the fires

of hell enduring the self torture of past pain and trauma…

The external world ripped away to leave nothing but

the pain and suffering,

to sit in it, to see it, to relive it over and over…

No, the path to enlightenment is never easy…

It changes who you are,

not just on the inside or on the outside,

but the entire world around you,

every facet of your being pulled apart and rebuilt anew…

No, the true path to enlightenment is never easy,

it is not for the weak…

Those who have already made that journey

or are in the midst of it will tell you…

Enlightenment is forged in the depths of hell…

They will also tell you that it is the best journey

they have ever taken…

The version of self you become

is the best version of self you have ever been…

With each step you take you grow beyond anything

you could have ever imagined,

your gifts becoming more integrated and prominent…

How did my awakening journey begin…

I lost everything whilst i spiralled into PTSD, depression,

anxiety, poverty and starvation…

No matter how dark your life may be,

inside you is everything you need

to pull yourself out of hell and into the light…

Unconditional love my lovelys,

you're stronger than you know.

The vast majority of a spiritual awakening

has nothing to do with anything external of you…

A true awakening happens within…

You dig up all of your pain,

your suffering,

all of the dark moments in your life that changed you,

that dragged you away from who you really are…

You pull those moments to the surface,

triggering all of the emotions and pain,

you sit in it,

you see it on repeat until you see it for what it was…

It isn't something that happens overnight…

Shadow work can take months,

even years when you're in the midst of working through it…

Seeing those times of darkness

from a new perspective,

seeing that you are no longer that same soul

and that holding onto the pain

doesn't matter anymore…

You learn to let it go,

you learn to heal, you learn to grow…

It does get easier…

There will come a point in your journey

when the switch flips,

and now you let go of things in an instant,

that you used to hold onto for a lifetime…

You see that you are no longer lost

or broken…

You see the new you

that fought in the depths of hell

that now sores in the heights of hope…

You see the truth of who you really are.

Soon there will come a moment

when the world divides…

The light will separate from the dark…

Many believe they are of the light,

but in truth they are of the dark…

Many believe religion will save them,

but do not see the true root of all religions…

Many believe they are of the light ,

but they abuse others…

Many believe they are of the light ,

but hold hate in their heart for others…

If those who do not see the truth of their actions,

the truth of what is light

and what is dark then take note…

Any form of abuse on another is dark…

Hate in your heart

for the colour of another's skin is dark…

Any form of violence,

manipulation, deception,

or deliberate bold faced lie is dark…

Any form of selfish action against another

for the sole benefit of self is dark…

The divide between light and dark

is to begin again in a world free from

savagery and lies,

deception and abuse…

A world for souls to grow in a new age…

Not to repeat the current cycle…

So ask yourself…

Which side of the divide

do you find yourself on?.

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